emokid life.

THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
FRIENDSTER
just an emokid

INTERESTS;

LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

EMO song;

satellite radios

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SCREAMS;

CBOX :D

LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

MEMORIES;

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 May 2010

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~~Sunday, December 13, 2009~~

Sunday, December 13, 2009

I am trying to change everything that is moving in the wrong direction now.
I just can't stop them.
Everything's wrong. Nothing seems to be right.
FML.
I hate it.
I felt that I am getting worse.
I hate everything, everyone.
The anger in my soul. It just can't get off from me.
Everything just irritates me.
I am feeling useless now.
I guess I need to pick myself up on my own.
Nobody seems to be able to help me or perhaps don't even bother to help.
Busy may be just an excuse?
This is what I failed.
Anyway, just wanna say thanks to her.
From an angel in disguise.
Thanks alot devil.
You destroyed my life. almost totally.
Really thanks alot.
Now I wanna know how to pick myself up.
When nobody seems to be fucking care about me.
Yeah no fucking soul.
I am just one fucking idiot.
I have been fool for so long.
Just fuck my life.
I just wanted to move on.
Why is it so fucking difficult?
I just want peace in my life.
Why is it so fucking difficult?
I guess she is moving on well and getting well with another guy.
Wish her the best..
Hopefully she can get rid of that.
I wish that time will pass by fast.
I just wanna get into Year 3.
Thats all.
Year 2 is just fucking miserable.
Too many fucked up people.
I am feeling fucking miserable now.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.