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I'm here alone
 thinking about my life,
 People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
 Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
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HONESTY
PEACE
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HATES: BETRAYER
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Thursday, December 3, 2009
Thursday, December 03, 2009



It's getting worse everyday. DAMN.
I thought it would gets better.
Why is it like this?
I dont understand.
Everyday I numb myself.
Either by doing the school work or xxx.
But still same problems.
Sigh.
I guess I shall just let it be.
Start to move on to the place where I feel happy.
But I dont feel happier in any way.
Sigh.
Every day, every night, without fail, I dreamt about the fall.
Maybe my life have come to an end. But why am I still here in this world. -.-
I should just leave this world now.
It seems like nobody cares.
I feel very miserable right now.
Seems like it doesnt makes any difference.
Life just sucks. I sucks even more..
FUCK FUCK FUCK. NO FUCKING HUMANS AROUND RIGHT NOW?
I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND I FOUND NOTHING.
FUCK MY LIFE.
CHEERS FOR BEING A LONER FROM NOW ON.
HOW COOL CAN IT BE UH. -.-
FUCK EVERYONE.
just sucks.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.