About one more week to holiday. :)
like finally.
looking forward to it.
i need a break. i am super duper tired.
love this song from rainie.雨爱 :)


窗外的天气
就像是 你多变的表情
下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清
离开你 我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃

听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

久违的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到

almost a year since i post a lyrics from a song. lol.
i hope that i can get back to myself again.
looking back, i really want to be like myself in the past.
didnt know that i have change that much.
hate the life nowadays.
where i just cant tolerate people.
lose my temper easily, attitude getting worse, and more.
hate everything, every people and myself.
i hate everything in life.
why cant i just be like what i am in the past.
life aint getting any better everyday.
i am going to lose everything soon.
sigh.

lastly, perhaps i should share something.
I have been trying to force myself to do this.
It's not that i want it this way.
Everyday, every night, you are all in my mind.
But i have to stop myself from getting closer to you.
I have no choice.
I have to sacrifice something in order to gain something.
It's hurtful.
But, I guess, she wont care about it.
I am perhaps, just ordinary people.

I love the rain where it can cover up my tears that flowing down my cheek.
Why did the rain stop? I just hope that it rains non stop.