emokid life.

THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
FRIENDSTER
just an emokid

INTERESTS;

LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

EMO song;

satellite radios

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SCREAMS;

CBOX :D

LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

MEMORIES;

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 May 2010

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~~Thursday, November 12, 2009~~

Thursday, November 12, 2009

You said I was annoying, thats why I become quiet.
You said I was quiet, thats why I try to speak more.
and this cycle continues.
What is wrong with you people?
I shouldnt have listen to people.
I should just do what I think is right.
I am not going to trust people anymore.

You asked me to open up but you were too busy to listen, so I never open up.
You asked me to look on the bright side of life yet you keep doing things that hurt me so sad, so I stayed in my own whole.
Sometimes, when I tried sharing, you show no interest in what I am sharing, so I gave up.
NOBODY likes to listen to me. Everybody just keep tlaking about their own stuffs..
I am there listening, but are you all listening to mine?
I just fucking hate myself.
Maybe an end to my life will helps.
I always feel so invisible in front of people.
People asked me to cheer up when they just cant stop fucking hurting me.
This is what it takes for me to face the reality.
I guess I rather stay in my own world since it is not really hurting that bad.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.