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I'm here alone
 thinking about my life,
 People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
 Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Despaired, Melancholy life isnt that comfortable right now.
The silence of this solitary is making me crazy.
Why cant all these things end?
Problems after problems
or perhaps problem forever unsolve.
I tried to let go but it's too hurtful to do so.
I don't know what to do.
Maybe I should just end my life to stop all these torture.
I smile everyday but that doesnt means I am happy.
I feel more like dying.
Same thing happen everyday.
I wonder when will I get rid of this.
Everybody just keep asking me to get out of this world.
But, do you fucking think it's easy?
Everytime I open up, people will come and hurt me.
Why cant you all just stop those problems?
Maybe I should forget everybody from my life and start afresh
Perhaps I can live happily. -.-
Just fucking miserable.
Nobody can understand what I am feeling right now.
She cant be bother too. Sigh.
I made a fucking wrong decision.
Serve me right yeah.
For being foolish, silly, idiot, blah blah blah.
how does it really feels when you gave everything to someone and yet she treat you like invisible?
maybe just a thanks and thats all for it.
can you tell how fucking miserable can it gets?

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.