THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
 thinking about my life,
 People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
 Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
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just an emokid

INTERESTS;
LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

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Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
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Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
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ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009
Sunday, November 01, 2009

After reading the past few posts of mine,
I really wants to be like before.
Looking at myself now
So much different from the past.
I just want to be as carefree, happy and always cheerful
enjoying every moment as I can.
Now, it seems like
every minutes every seconds,
i felt miserable
i just feel more worse than yesterday.
i wonder if i can shake it off.
how on earth did i get myself to this state.
it sucks.
hope i can recover.
now i am down with too many things.
theres more to come.
stressed, sadness, confused, anxiety, depressed.
god damn they are just occupying my mind.
get them off from me please.
i just want to be just like before.
nobody seems to understand me.
all i need is understanding
not advises.
you all just cant understand me.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.