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I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
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~~Wednesday, July 22, 2009~~

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Why is it that people doesnt really listen to me.

Is it difficult to trust what i said?

Whenever i tell them the truth, nobody would believe.

Wait till whatever happens then you will bother?

If it realy happens, its just too late.

Nobody seems to understand me,

I dont understand them too.

When i told them what i am really feeling,

they treat it as nothing.

Does that sounds like a story to you?

I did talk to myself every night.

Once my eyes are shut,

nightmares came along.

I hate to see you in my dream.

I hate the result of my dream.

Perhaps it shows my future..

falling from building.

the most freakiest thing i ever seen.

it looks so real

but i could not be able to see what will happen after next.

hallucinations.

i could see figures.

they are all around me.

but i could not see them when i turn my head.

DEATH is the only word i could see every night.

I am dead tired.

Should i continue faking that smile and treat it as nothing's wrong?

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.