well. these few days have been working hard on studies.
tried doing worksheet questions.
hardworking? haha.
better start working hard.
tired of getting C or D everyday.lol.
as usual.
after school, no where to go.
but meet up with friends for dinner.
before meeting them,
went to look at lip studs..
shall go and buy some tomorrow.lol.

and..
i finally take out the stud from my lip! -.-
have been trying hard to take it out for like 30 minutes.
but screw it back like takes up only 30 seconds. -________-
thats lame.haha

it seems like i have been getting on great.
but, why does the feeling still stays so strong?
its such a torture for me to see stuffs that hurts alot.
i dont know how to put them in words,
and theres only one word that could describe it.
HURT.

yesterday night wasnt that great to me.
sudden flash back of some unpleasant stuffs
which i stop thinking for weeks.
it just came to my mind suddenly
goddamn it.
one word again. HURT.
why cant i just forget it...
life just sucks.

seems like i am getting less socialable.
cant really speak much to anybody.
sometimes, i cant stand the way how people speak.
please, think before you speak.
shall not elaborate more.
i think i shall give up in interaction.
interracting with people seems to be most
difficult thing i can do right now.
i am stuck with myself.