emokid life.

THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
FRIENDSTER
just an emokid

INTERESTS;

LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

EMO song;

satellite radios

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SCREAMS;

CBOX :D

LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

MEMORIES;

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 May 2010

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~~Sunday, July 19, 2009~~

Sunday, July 19, 2009

too much time to get wasted for today..
decided to do some research on what have been happening to me for the past few months.

body trembling isnt something that could be neglected i guess.>.<
have been experiencing it for many months.
thought that it is nothing serious.
in fact, it is all about how i think.
perhaps this is cause by the environment.
i hate my life more after reading the descriptions.

so, what causes trembling?
strong emotion, such as fear, anger, or anxiety stress or fatigue being cold.

lets take a look at anxiety disorder.
it begins after a triggering event..
shall not elaborate more on that.
Accompanied by physiological symptoms, sounds serious uh.
Examples are headache, sweating, muscle spasms, palpitations, and hypertension.
some cases lead to fatigue or even exhaustion.
symptons that i have with me before are headache, sweating and muscle spasms.
fatigue: does decreased of food consumed per day count?
exhaustion: hmm yup. getting exhausted easily, damn sleepy even after sleeping for more than 10 hours.. -.-

guess what causes anxiety disorder?
its depression..
cool, i experiencing depression.. -___-
but who cares?
dont feel like writing anymore.
if only everyone cares...

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.