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I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
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INTERESTS;
LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

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Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009

Sometimes I wonder, why words can mean nothing and silence can mean everything.
Why voicing it out mean nothing and typing it out mean everything.
Why am i living when i feel like dying.
Why loneliness when i ask for happiness.
Why lie to me when i ask for the truth.
Why dont you reflect when you said i think too much.
Why dont you appear when i ask for you.
Why did you appear when i dont ask for you.
Why dont you bother when i care for it.
Why dont you care when i bother about it.
Why dont you do something when i dont ask for nothing.
Why did you do something when i ask for nothing.
Why is there a crowd when i ask for time being alone.
Why am i alone when i ask for a crowd.


Why am i talking to myself every night.
Why am i facing problems all by myself.

I did talk to myself every night as i could not find any people to talk to.
I just want someone to listen to me.
thats fine with me as i am used to it.

Facing problems by myself is a form of growing but nobody seems to care. i shall live my life the way i like.

Nobody seems to care on whats bothering me and they seems to care on whats bothering them.

Life is just nothing but lies..
Life is just nothing but fucking lies.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.