THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
 thinking about my life,
 People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
 Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
FRIENDSTER
just an emokid

INTERESTS;
LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

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LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
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Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
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Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009

One step ahead and I am gonna fall into depression.>.<
Stopping myself from depression..Can i do that?
I doubt so..
Super EMO nowadays..
negative thoughts have been moving around my mind..
asking myself "wheres my penknife.."
god. how am i going to stop that..-_-
super stressed up with this and that.
no more concentrations..
no mood to do stuffs.
totally dont have the mood to move on.
my life is stuck again.


The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading..
i feel that the distance is getting further..
i cant take it anymore.
how i wish i could stop myself from feeling all these..
emoing is not what i want.
*sigh..*
the pain inside me..
is very easy to describe.
try slashing yourself with penknife and you will be able to feel the pain i am feeling..>.<

The path I walk is in the wrong direction

when can i find the right path..-_-

this is what i wanna tell her right now.

"i was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to"

back to emo-ing..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.