emokid life.

THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
FRIENDSTER
just an emokid

INTERESTS;

LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

EMO song;

satellite radios

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SCREAMS;

CBOX :D

LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

MEMORIES;

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 May 2010

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~~Saturday, May 23, 2009~~

Saturday, May 23, 2009

decided to post now..
cause i am damn free right now.
i hate free time..
cause every seconds, she would be in my mind..
damn.
how i wish she could be thinking of me.
well she dont.
i cant blame her for making me like this.
i can only blame myself for falling for her.
my biggest fault is to fall for her..>.<

i did slash myself whenever she said some bad things about me.=X
i did slash myself whenever i said something hurtful to her.
i couldnt make her happy anymore,
cause my heart is filled with hatreds.
how i wish i could get her off my mind..

hopefully she will understand one day
when she realise that she missing something, it would be me
and sadly, when she realise she is losing something, i am already lost.

saw something while catching a show yesterday night.
i wonder how long i never watch television..Zzz.
this is the quote i got from the show.
"we need time to build up trust, but can lose it overnight"
thats the word..cool.
trust trust trust.
i lost it.
where can i find that >.<

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.