emokid life.

THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
FRIENDSTER
just an emokid

INTERESTS;

LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

EMO song;

satellite radios

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SCREAMS;

CBOX :D

LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

MEMORIES;

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 May 2010

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~~Wednesday, April 22, 2009~~

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

For once, instead of telling me the reasons why i shouldnt cry, pay attention to the reasons why i am.
And if i hurt you, then i'm sorry. Please dont think that this was easy.
I was lost. There was nobody for me to talk to about all that you were troubling me with. So i sat alone, with everything inside, and cried myself to sleep.
Sometimes, if you really want to make things work, keep your mouth shut and put your hurt aside.
Its easy to let go when holding on hurts so bad.
To many of us stay walled because we are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much or not at all.
Its sad to think you'll never be mine, its even sadder to realise i knew it all the time.
Everyone has their reasons for keeping people away, an instinct to protect yourself from geting hurt.
Letting go does not mean giving up but accepting that there are things that cannot be.
And when you begin to miss me, dont forget it was you who let me go.
Nothing hurts more than waiting since i dont even know what im waiting for anymore.
Absence makes the heart fonder, but it sure makes the rest of you lonely.

nothing really hurts more than that..
rejection..
how much more do you want to add in the pain that i feels?

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.