Thursday, April 30, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
ARGH!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
NOWADAYS LIFE HAVE NOT BEEN GREAT..-.-
RP life seriously started. (which means HELL)
first four days of class, seriously damn motivated. felt like heaven.LOL.
thats the first week of class.
but, second week of class, HELL comes..-.-
CHANGE OF CLASSMATES! WHAT THE FUCK!
I thought life would be great, i guess i am just having a dream.
Changed of classmates, no information made.
Complain to the school, STUDENTS 0 - SCHOOL 1
USELESS.. SCHOOL ALWAYS WIN.hais.
sudden change leh! still treat it lightly.
push all the blame to students? lame shit.
had to change class, many people moving here and there..
FACI ask students to move around, eh eh eh "commanding dogs?"
nevermind, just let it go.
no use changing the things that cannot be changed.
hmm, RP should be thinking "there, thats how singaporeans think" -.-
CRAP. all these are just RUBBISH. just that nobody dare to do anything. Zzz
SECONDLY.
with regards to my formatting of laptop.
i am so pissed off after switching on my laptop after i sent it to IT helpdesk.
I actually requested for a formatting of both C and D drives.
Who knows that after i switched on my laptop, EVERYTHING STILL LEFT INTACT!
OMG. I didnt know that formatting of the drives will leave everything there!
WHAT DOES FORMATTING DOES?!
Is my english that poor that he can actually hear wrongly?
FORMATTING = CONFIGURATION?
WTH..
Anyway, I had wrote a feedback to the IT helpdesk.
This feedback should be made within 7 days..lol.
I am human, i have my rights to comment on services.
Am i right? -.- so dont point fingers at me or put words into my mouth.
I hope theres some action taken for it.
I dont wish to entertain them. -.-
You think you all are busy?
LOOK AT the timetable of the timetable.
WHERE TO FIND MORE TIME??!
BUNCH OF BRAINLESS FREAKS. -.-
enough of these. shall wait for the response.
Thirdly,
Received a SMS earlier on.
Thermometers no available in RP.
Ask us to buy from pharmacies..
COOL~
they think that everybody will be as free as them..lol.
but seriously everybody should get themselves a thermometer.
due to the SWINE FLU..
its ok that thermometer is needed.
BUT.
never bring thermometer, fine $5. :)
WOAH!.
enough for us to buy one thermometer.
omg can. super lame!
When i think of it, i feel angry and feel like laughing
why RP would think of a rule like that.
trying to get students to buy thermometer?hahaha
nevermind..
As many people had said.
Singapore is a fine country.. lols.
students does affected..-.-
learnt new things:
never complain about things (cause we always lose)
never protest ( cause you will be jail. LOL!)
never to be angry ( cause you are wasting your time (: )
so..
complain as much as you can!
because, we are humans!
complain to get a better life! hahaha
life moves on..
humans have their rights to voice out how they feels.
i am sure this is right. -.-
SO..
i shall stop here.
this post is damn long can. -.-
damn it.
anyway, WHATEVER SHOWN IN THIS POST IS WHAT I FEEL.
JUST COMMENTS NO OFFENCE :)
NOT HAPPY TO READ IT? ALT+F4 THEN.:)
ciaos..
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Couldnt stand it anymore.
What are you treating me as?
Friend? or just someone to turns to when feeling down?
Troubles troubles troubles.
You think you are the only person in this fucking world that have troubles?
Throw everything to me, I dont mind.
But please, dont throw it to me and say till like I am the one giving you troubles.
Listener, I am one.
Whatever I said = RUBBISH
I dont say anything yet you say I dont wan answer you.
WHAT YOU WANT?
Please stop giving me those fucking nonsense.
I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
Enough of it.
Anyway, wanna thanks two person for been great to me.
I finally feel like myself.
Hmm, i dont know whether i should say their name.. lol.
So, permission comes first.hahas.
Thanks for those advices.
At least i found two things from them.
CARE and CONCERN.
thanks alot.:)
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
For once, instead of telling me the reasons why i shouldnt cry, pay attention to the reasons why i am.
And if i hurt you, then i'm sorry. Please dont think that this was easy.
I was lost. There was nobody for me to talk to about all that you were troubling me with. So i sat alone, with everything inside, and cried myself to sleep.
Sometimes, if you really want to make things work, keep your mouth shut and put your hurt aside.
Its easy to let go when holding on hurts so bad.
To many of us stay walled because we are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much or not at all.
Its sad to think you'll never be mine, its even sadder to realise i knew it all the time.
Everyone has their reasons for keeping people away, an instinct to protect yourself from geting hurt.
Letting go does not mean giving up but accepting that there are things that cannot be.
And when you begin to miss me, dont forget it was you who let me go.
Nothing hurts more than waiting since i dont even know what im waiting for anymore.
Absence makes the heart fonder, but it sure makes the rest of you lonely.
nothing really hurts more than that..
rejection..
how much more do you want to add in the pain that i feels?
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
EMOed.
just wanna be alone.
full of hatred.
somehow found out something.
emo and depressed is two different things..
so, i am still emoed. -.-
96% depressed.
thanks to those people.
i dont give any fucking damn.
friendship? i guess it is just some fuck shit.
theres still time for me to move on.
need to make decision for the future.haha
to someone CLOSED:thanks for some inspiration.
hmm that someone is really damn closed to me.
closer than those fuck shits :)
i shall think over it carefully.
excited about my future =)
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
"It's fun to play with guns and knives, And be there just to risk my life, To put just myself in danger, With a lethal unfamiliar stranger. I couldn't care less, With the way I dress, Or the way I look, But I do with my life that you took. You say my head is wrong, And that my heart is badly torn, You don't know how wrong you are, I just want to go so far. Just so far away from them, And always be able to defend, Myself so that I don't get beated, So badly and so differently treated."
Whats wrong with being myself.
I want to be left alone.
Yet I was pull up by reality.
Why cant you let me be?
Life really sucks.
Why always show care and concern whenever it is not neccessary?
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Thursday, April 09, 2009
You laughed at my weaknesses, so I feared to show them.
You trampled on my dreams, so I dreamed alone.
You were too busy to listen, so I never spoke.
You handled my secrets indiscreetly, so I ceased to share them.
You were insensitive to my needs, so I hid them from you.
You never seemed to understand, so I stopped trying to communicate.
You hurt me by your indifference, so I bled inwardly.
You wouldn't let me near you, so I kept my distance.
You cared for my physical needs, so my soul became impoverished.
You drove me into myself, so I am imprisoned.
Happened to passed by a blog with this poem?
Hmm, guess it is rather true about friends..
Thanks alot for their "care" and "concern".
And it really sucks. life simple SUCKS.
Let me be myself..[EMOed]
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
