THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
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INTERESTS;
LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

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ShiQi.
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Xinyi.
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Friday, November 28, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008

hmm..i guess i got the answer..
hopefully something gotta be change..
please..stop this memories i had with you..
please..change the way you talk to me..
i would be happy if yu talk to me..
i dont ask for more..
just a reply from you will do..=)

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Thursday, November 27, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008

do you know that i dread most is to wait for your replies?
it just making me uncomfortable..
how i wish you could be free all the times..
hopefully this would not be another false hope for me..
i would continue waiting and waiting..=)

i am getting imperfect..
emo me..=X
everyday is getting bored..
how i wish that something or someone could entertain me..=)
keep me busy please..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Did some test during the past few days..
Cuz everyday is just that boring..
Anyway, yesterday met some old good friends..hahas.
Went to Compass Point for dinner..=)
I wonder..When is the last time we saw each other..hahas.
anyway, it was a wonderful day for me..xD
Starting to miss those days..
Our secondary school days..=)
cuz poly life damn sucks..
busy all the way man..=.=
shall meet up again with you guys soon! =)
anyway comfirm will meet up ba..hahas.
CHALET!!! The day is coming..haha.


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Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Back for posting =)
Have been quite busy ba i guess.
I am damn stressed up with everything..
I wanna have a break man.
Everything are beyong control..
What have been the caused of it?

i felt so useless right now..
change the world please..
cant take it anymore..
where's the peace?
hope everything would change in time..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008

He is tired..
Let him rest..
too tired to think of other things..
dont know what i am thinking of too..

but..
something made his day..
thanks so much to "" =)

hopefully the days will get better..
tiredness is killing me..
tired of school..
hahas.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Thursday, November 13, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008

he is lost..
lost in the path of lights..
drifted apart from the earth..
and landed there..
there...the place where is known as hell..


HATRED..
DEPRESSED..
DAMN.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Mentally dead..=X
GIVEN UP.
DAMN..
TIRED like hell...
RIP..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Carlson's Existing Situation
Dissatisfied. The need to escape continued involvement with his present circumstances makes it imperative for him to find some solution.


Carlson's Stress Sources
Sensitive, and susceptible to gentleness and delicacy of feeling, with a desire to blend into some sort of mystic fusion of erotic harmony. However, this desire remains unsatisfied due to the lack of a suitable partner or adverse conditions, and he keeps a strict and watchful control on his emotional relationships as he needs to know precisely where he stands. Is fastidious, esthetic, and has a cultured taste which allows him to form and express his own taste and judgment, especially in the fields of art and artistic creativity. Strives to ally with others who can assist him in his intellectual or artistic growth.


Carlson's Restrained Characteristics
Feels listless, hemmed in, and anxious; considers that circumstances and forcing him to restrain his desires. Wants to avoid open conflict with others and to have peace and quiet.
Feels that he is burdened with more than his fair share of problems. However, he sticks to his goals and tries to overcome his difficulties by being flexible and accommodating.




Carlson's Desired Objective
Urgently in need of rest, relaxation, peace, and affectionate understanding. Feels he has been treated with a lack of consideration and is upset and agitated as a result. Regards his situation as intolerable as long as his requirements are not complied with.


Carlson's Actual Problem
Needs to protect himself against his tendency to be too trusting, as he finds it is liable to be misunderstood or exploited by others. Is therefore seeking a relationship providing peaceful and understanding intimacy, and in which each knows exactly where the other stands.


Carlson's Actual Problem #2
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Monday, November 10, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008

CARLSON is dead...
please dont wake him up..
mentally dead..=.=
dont turn the grave over..
he is damn PISSED...

his SCHOOL suck big time...
a hell for human..=.=

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Monday, November 10, 2008

I have already accepted all your imperfections..=)
but do you have any thoughts about that?
i doubt so..

how i wish you would know everything right now..
as you should know..
i am imperfect too =X

ps(get well soon =) )

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Sunday, November 9, 2008
Sunday, November 09, 2008

damn..
been into troubles lately..
not going to talk about it..
hopefully everything would went smoothly..

job for me please..
cant get to work now..
something that can really "ma zui" myself right now..
and and and..
not going to buy that already..

where does all my luck goes to..=.="
damn it...PISSEDDDD..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Long time never post le..hahas.
have been busy all these while..=)
exams finally over le..(which is long time ago) lols.
finally free from exams..hahas.
let me talk what i did during those days..lol.
Starting from 23 October..

had surprise by LISA,SHIQI and etc...
cause i dont know who are involved..hahas.
my apologies..cause that is damn long already.
i have STM...=X




Photo coup from LISA's blog..hahas.
thanks again! =)

24 October..

went to e-hub..
together with good friends..xD
we went to k-box for some fun..lols.
it is really is fun =)
thanks guys for the surprise too! =D
(as i thought we were suppose to celebrate yixuan's birthday)



Birthday celebration inside K-box..
it is really enjoyable..shall go again next time..
hahas..
oh..just remembered..
took MATHEMATICS PAPER 1 on this day..
DAMN STRESS!!!lols..
but okok la..40 marks gone only..LOL.

25 OCTOBER!!!=)


went out around evening..quite late bah..
cause havent had dinner..
went to cp for some food..
lols..
but morning went out just for revision..
MORNING!! so early..
wanna sleep more..lols.
but have to go study..
SPECIAL THANKS TO VICTOR..hahas.
thanks for the "drilling" lesson..lols.
he himself also find it difficult..hahas
CMI LIAO! xD
went for clubbing during night time..
went to Zouk..=)
not a bad place ba..
but dont really like that event for that day..lols.
but it's ok..finally can show my IC..
OFFICIALLY 18! hahas..

Cow birthday card =)

Belt from SQ and Jeff
Skinny tie..From Victor


Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.