Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Decided to post suddenly..=X
or maybe just bored..
Anyway, for those who do not know me..
Let me tell u..
I would not go forward to talk to u..
I would only talk to u when u start talking to me..
PISSED off..
could not do a better job..
i wanted to be at my best...
why i does not have the opportunity to do so..
Zzzzzzzzz..
Let nature take its course..
thats what everyone would says..
but, not applicable to me..=X
thats because nothing is happening..
as for what everyone should do now is to...
SMILE! =)
don't fake it..
bad for health..=X
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
My heart is like an open highway
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life..
nice lyric..=X
don't feel like talking..=X
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
DAMN..
MOODLESS..
how does it feels when you are unable to stop smiling?=X
hopefully there is..
everyone would say, open your heart and will see..
i am trying my best =X
it is still tough..
ARGH!
why is there this kind of feelings?..
damn it.
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
DAMN..
i am moodless again..=.=
problems comes after another..
how i wish all these could put an end to it..
zzz.
tomorrow UT.
gonna flung it..=.=
don't talk to me..zzz.
ARGH!
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
hmm..
damn happy today..as compared to those days..hahas.
anyway, firstly,
all the best to someone..=)
hope u 2 last long..hahas.
jiayou! xD
no more emo..=)
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
met some old friends today..=)
being a long time since we go out..lol.
anyway, saw some element caps just now...
but don't have the cap i like..=X
where can i look for those caps..
nvm.. so vexed now.
exams coming..ARGH!
anyway, having some thoughts that i hate..
what so good about BGR..=.=
better to be emo..=)
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
guess what?
today new faci..lol.
BORED man. INTRODUCTION AGAIN..=.=
but..
talk about sports, i seriously never go on sports for quite a long time..=X
start to crave for badminton, basketball and also my favourite hangout..
GYM! hahas..
should i say i have not been playing badminton for almost a year?lol..
and ya my racket is collecting dust..hais.
who can play badminton with me..hehe.
also, have been a long time since i touch basketball..=X
seriously, many things i wanted to do, i have not done any..=(
but, i still love slacking..hahas.
slack is the best thing to do..lols.
communication!=X
woot i just found out that i post another post again for today..=X
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
“I'll make music, whether or not anyone is listening, for the rest of my life. It's a natural form of expression for me, the same way I draw and write and sing.”
- Brandon Boyd, lead singer of alternative rock band Incubus.
nice quote from communication module today =)
but have a change of faci..
introduction again. =.=
boring..
yet another time having first break out at 10.30
always this module..DAMN.
feeling damn very irritated suddenly..
totally moodless..
don't ask me why cause i don't even know why..
i would rather express to myself than express to people..
just find it even more irritated when you express yourself to others..=X
dead..
no longer socialable..
no longer easy-going..
25OCTOBER faster come..
wanna have a drink so badly..
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Monday, October 06, 2008
dead inside, happy outside..=.=
life sucks.
but it isnt when you are so blessed with good friends around..
friends are the most important people that can let you move on in life..
but with bad friends, life is dead..
no life at all..
so sucks sucks sucks..
emo me..=X
i am just imperfect, worthless and HATRED..
somehow you will find meaningless in life when you faced all these..
pull myself through please..
life simply sucks.
my life is dead...
anyway, dye/bleach my hair...
don't know whether i dye or bleach it..
makes no difference..
nevermind, at least my hair got colour..
better than boring black hair..
trying to change more and more..
hitting my targets still far..
don't know how many months more..DAMN.
it just sucks man..
giving up real soon..
the more you drag, the more painful it gets.
ARGH!
*dead*
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Sunday, October 05, 2008
please..
hate me please..
i am damn irritating and annoyable..
i am not fit to be a good friend of anyone..
hate me hate me hate me..
cause i am hating myself now..
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Saturday, October 04, 2008
hatred..
it bings alot of painful memories to the heart that nobody cannot tolerate it..
it just cant get off your mind even if you are avoiding it..
so what if life have full of up and downs?
hatred just cover up your whole life..
does not really let you have the thoughts that life is full of colours..
with hatred, life is almost like black and white..
you cant find any meaning of living in this world..
hatred comes along with depression,
where it could be one of the symton of depression...
dead mentally, alive physically..
this kind of world simply sucks..
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Friday, October 03, 2008
dead...
giving up almost everything in life..
shall live on what i am doing now..
a load of crap with things getting better in time..
is a bullshit man..=.=
it just sucks sucks sucks..
life is colourful like shit..
black and white world is the only thing in this world..
DAMN.
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Thursday, October 02, 2008
hmm..having break time now..
today is cognitive module..
feel like posting cause i does not have the time to post after that..lol
today lesson is damn difficult..can only understand bit by bit..
and...bought a black hoody and a cap.=)
now i am wearing it..hahas.
nice.xD
gonna buy more and more things..lol.
formal shirt shall be the next target..lols.
hopefully i shall quit that..
please stop me!
Carlson is dead..
OFFICIALLY DEAD..=.="
Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.