Have a sudden thoughts of posting..
Today browse through some blogs..
Read a post from Raymond..
cool post for me..i just like that..hahas.
gonna get some words from there..
pardon me from 'stealing' ur post..lol.


i finally found out about what is the problem that lies between my friendship.
BUT i am sure this problem would not have a solution.
hate to solve problems that have absolutely no solution..=X

ok lets start with the posting..

When you have people around you. Lots of them. And these people call themselves friend of yours.
But yet you feel lonely in the mids of them. Even as you are starting conversation,sharing jokes or in the same place; doing the same thing.
Yet, you are lonely.
And you feel there is no cure for this loneliness. And you look around wondering whether the problem lies with the group you are with or with you. So you end the day confused and frustrated or maybe leads to depression..
this is a very good example of what i am leading now..=X HATE THIS!
after reading this i felt that i am such an emo..lol.

talking about myself..
i does find myself being alone all the time..
even if many people are around me, in the end i still feel lonely..
what is lacking behind it?
maybe i am just not socialable..
should i just don't bother it or should i just continue on what i am?