THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
 thinking about my life,
 People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
 Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
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just an emokid

INTERESTS;
LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

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LINKS;

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Alice.
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Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
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Monday, July 28, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008

Hmm..no more emo post le..ok?xD

Anyway, life is so stressful now..i wonder what causes it..haiz.
hmm..i should say that my life is getting healthier because i am excercising?lol.

fct is that i start excercising from last week?hmm i guess so..hahas.
last sat went jogging with vic =) at punggol park.. Plan to jog for one round..But, vic change to two rounds after jogging one round..i was so tired but surprisingly i was not out of breath.. i still feel so energetic and that we went out after resting awhile at home..forgotten where we went..hahas.STM ARGH!
now i wanna buy a pant for jogging cuz i don't have one! sian... but where can i find one..haiz..sports is fun!hahas

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Thursday, July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008

Pathetically sadded..
how i wish i can rest..everyday school school school..dead tired..
boring also..
panda gave me a BIG FAT F for last lesson..
REASON: not in 2nd and 3rd meeting =.=
Sadded..
Moodless(dunno y..)..don't even feel like talking..
can i have a moment of quietness?..

but..today lesson was fun..
got fire drill, need to evacuated from the building..
everyone walk slowly to the entrance and after awhile..
we need to get back to class =.=
but..after walking, i feel much more awake.hahas.

how i wish the time could pass fast..this years simply bored..haiz..
ENTERTAINMENT FOR ME PLEASE! =X

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008

NOTHING TO POST ANYWAY..
HAIZ..
BREAKING DOWN SOON I GUESS...

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Tuesday, July 08, 2008

The world have turned peace..
Perhaps it is time for me to close..
Speechless, moving on into this darkness of life.
Moving deeper, finding myself, i guess....this is my life.



Talking about life..
hmm..life is like a book..
inside the book there will be many memories...
BUT, my book, have since close up and nobody touches it anymore..
perhaps, the book have been sealed...
everything back to the past..
reminding myself how i am like in the past..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Monday, July 7, 2008
Monday, July 07, 2008

你最近不说话 怎么了 为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单 有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的

我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束

不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的

我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束

不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

What can i describe best about my feelings now?
hmm..this is the best song i can find to describe what i am now..
Another dam sad day..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Friday, July 4, 2008
Friday, July 04, 2008

Today was having Computing Module and i was totally does not know about the code..
Looking at one another in my team and thinking of what we should do..hahas
But, Shane gets the code from her friend.. I tried to ask about the codes..But i was not be able to get it..
I got the same answer from him again and again, reprimanding me instead..=.="
He asked me to ask from my classmates then i was like don't what to do..haiz..
Then i asked him another question, he reply me "basic code also want ask me =.=! your coding gg liao leh." and said until soooo agitated with a word "STUDY"..
Well..i cannot be bother with him anymore..Does he know that the way he react have done something negatively?

HAIZ.. I am not so easily hurt and i can say that i remember those happy things more than i remember about those sad things..=) that is a fake smile..and i hope i does not need to fake my smile anymore..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Wednesday, July 02, 2008

You Are a Blue Crayon



Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors.
You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find.
On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody.
However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front.

Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.