emokid life.

THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
FRIENDSTER
just an emokid

INTERESTS;

LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

EMO song;

satellite radios

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SCREAMS;

CBOX :D

LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

MEMORIES;

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 May 2010

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~~Monday, January 21, 2008~~

Monday, January 21, 2008

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,
That don’t bother me,
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out,
I’m not, afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me,
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m okay,
But that’s not what gets me,
What hurts the most,
Was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away,
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do,
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go,
But I’m doing It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone,
Still Harder,
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret,
But I know if I could do it over,
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart,
That I left unspoken,
What hurts the most,
Is being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away,
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do,
What hurts the most,
Is being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away,
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do,
Not seeing that loving you,
That’s what I was trying to do.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.