THE OWNER;

I'm here alone
thinking about my life,
People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
Nick: ahCoW
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just an emokid

INTERESTS;
LIKES: LOYALTY
HONESTY
PEACE
Green apple and Mango
HATES: BETRAYER
BACKSTABBER
LIAR

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SCREAMS;


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LINKS;

Audrey.
Alice.
Asyura.
Brenda.
Chanel.
Dexter.
Guo Ming.
Hui Lee.
Ivan.
James.
Jia Yi ; meimei.
Kitty.
Lisa.
Minghee.
Raymond.
Ruoyi.
Ryan.
Sfyqah.
Shane.
Shawn.
Sharon.
ShiQi.
Shortisa.
ShiWei.
Shuyu.
Siti Shahira.
Sumin.
Tingyuan.
Wendy.
Winnie.
Xinyi.
Yew Suan.
Ying Yi.

MEMORIES;

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Thursday, January 31, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008

DAMN is the only word i can say..So frustrated with work yesterday =x
Did everything needed and somehow was fun..But realise that i was actually doing everything..
So many people standing outside yet doing nothing but slack..
HAIZ how i wish i can quit this job..Have to wait till 6Feb. XD
Hoping to find another job fast..=)

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008

ARGH! I am so bored..realise that i have not touch computer games for a long time..hahas
Seriously,computer games are boring..
Trying to find some interesting and thrilling things..XD
Today start work at 2pm again..haiz now hoping for OT!!!lols..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Don't feel like posting this few days..=)
But suddenly feel like posting XD
Yesterday was working and was like slack whole day instead of working..
Went round and round the shop like a customer..hahas didn't put up my badge
and no one approached me =p
BUT today stock are coming in..haiz busy all day le =(


2 MORE DAYS TO PAY DAY!! HAHAS XD
finally got money to spend!

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Saturday, January 26, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008

Received my results le..still unable to accept the fact that my math failed..
Just because of that math,i cant get into many courses in poly..haiz there goes my engineering course..
Well,yesterday went to JAE registration and submitted my choices..
Now hoping for the best that one of the polys would choose me =)
Good luck to me..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Wednesday, January 23, 2008


Gotten this badge yesterday =D
With this badge i am finally known as the staff of SNS >.<
But many people start asking me question..ARGH!!!
So irritating..lols
Tomorrow will know my results le..so fast
Getting scare..=x
Tomorrow still have to work morning shift..zzz cannot take leave..SIAN!!





Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008

fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

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fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

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Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

The results are coming..
right on this thursday!!!
getting anxious and scare..
hoping to get into the poly and course i wants..
Anyway, ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO TOOK THE Os LAST YEAR!!! XD

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Monday, January 21, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,
That don’t bother me,
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out,
I’m not, afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me,
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m okay,
But that’s not what gets me,
What hurts the most,
Was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away,
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do,
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go,
But I’m doing It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone,
Still Harder,
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret,
But I know if I could do it over,
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart,
That I left unspoken,
What hurts the most,
Is being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away,
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do,
What hurts the most,
Is being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away,
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was trying to do,
Not seeing that loving you,
That’s what I was trying to do.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Saturday, January 19, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008

finally squeeze that playlist in..
hmm today start work le..report at 10am..
was confused as i don't know who to report to..XD
but the staffs were friendly brought me to the supervisor..
next was to stack the stock..tiring >.< squat and stand non stop..so many stocks!!!
luckily shop not much people..but cannot slack!!!ARGH..XD
Got to go out le..bye blog

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Friday, January 18, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008

trying out my best to manage this "SO CALL FIRST BLOG"
have been creating many times but failed to produce out one nice blog >.<
today,surprisingly i manage to change the template out of the blue..hahas this is so lame.XD
cya..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.