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I'm here alone
 thinking about my life,
 People don't understand me,

I don't understand them either.
 Never did, never will.

Carlson, 25thOCT
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PEACE
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HATES: BETRAYER
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Monday, January 4, 2010
Monday, January 04, 2010

First day of school.. B.O.R.E.D
That's the only feeling you can get for the first day of school. lol.
Now in class. Really nothing to do. I wanna go back home and sleep. -.-
Why is it so freaking bored.
I want that FCUK shirt. Gonna get it ASAP. lol.


Cool as FCUK..

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Sunday, January 3, 2010
Sunday, January 03, 2010

你不在
當我最需要愛
你卻不在
無盡等待像獨白的難捱
你不在
高興還是悲哀
你都不在
我受了傷再偷偷好起來
但你不在
不在


What else can I do?
Whenever I need you yet you are not there.
Happy or Sad, you are still not there.
It's just like I am no longer in your mind.
Yeah. This is the problem I have been facing for about one year.
This should stop, I guess.
This pain, I shall cover it up. No longer bringing it up.
Even if I brought it up. Nobody would seems to be bothered to help.
It's nothing to them yet it's everything to me.
So, maybe it's my fault as I have been stuck for too long.

Lesson for the year :
Never expose a wound for too long.
Just let it heal by itself...
(It may seems great but there's some side effects)
Everything have its own advantages and disadvantages.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

New life was born. Perhaps.
Everything going to change.
Shall not stop it after taking the first step.
I got lots of stuffs to complete by June.
That's my goal. :)
No matter what happen, nothing is going to stop me.
After June, everything is going to be great for me.
I have plan all these last year. This shall be the great year for me. lol.
Shall post them out after completing them.
Lets get prepared for the great news this June.
Probably, I will stop blogging too.
Remembered, JUNE.
This coming June. :)

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Thursday, December 31, 2009
Thursday, December 31, 2009

Last post of the year. :)
Going to have some fun later.
Flashed back of what have happened in 2009.
It's the year where I grow up.
I learn loads of stuffs.
Those experiences I faced, made me realised that I, indeed have changed.
Some of the changes were great and some were not.
Those changes that were not great will be the goal for 2010. :)
Getting rid of them soon. xD
The road of the darkness did not really end but I am sure I will be able to get rid of it soon too.
Nothing is impossible yeah.
For those who does not really doing great to my life, it's time for me to do something.
I tried to pull people together to create peace yet they created disaster to my life.
I guess I understand the meaning of my life now.
No more peacemaker for me. :)
Not happy with me, just fuck off. xD
2010 will be the year where I start my journey of life. I mean what I said this time round. :)
No more obstacles to pull me down. NO MORE.

GOAL for 2010. CHANGES. :)
Last but not least.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! :)
WISHING EVERYBODY A GREAT YEAR AHEAD. STAY HAPPY! :)

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009

He who can't overcome anger, his life is filled with hatred.
He who can't trust himself, rely on others.
He who can't think out of the box, will forever be stuck in his own world.
He who can't think for others, just fuck yourself.

Second last day of 2009.
Perhaps getting rid of all these problems is my goal for the year.
Sounds pretty ridiculous uh.
Just wanna have a better year 2010.
I am not going to be like what I am for this year.
Shall do what I like, what I wished for, Whatever stuffs I want.
I will not let other people revolve around me.
Just fuck off if you aint doing me great.

Really had enough of these word. "BROTHER."
Yeah, what's the definition for it? I am not reffering to the general definition.
I want yours. Fucker.
But I am pretty sure that your definition doesnt match mine.
Perhaps it's just a name for you. -.-
But to me, it's definitely not.
Brothers to me are like real blood brother where the bond is there.
Or maybe we will share almost everything.
What I can see or feel from them are like...
Worse than a friend? Or maybe much more worse than a stranger. -.-
School stuffs covered 3/4 of the conversation, relationship covers a quarter of it.
How cool can it be. -.-
Life is filled with all these problems? I doubt so.

Relationship is just another fucking problem.
Just fucking heck care that.
JUST A WASTE OF TIME.

Going to think of more goals for next year. :)
Ciaos.

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Monday, December 28, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009

Wake up please.
You have been such a fool for a year.
Time to wake up.
After so long, you realise that you have been just a fool, been fooled around.
What A JOKE.
Changes should be made.

Thanks alot to her.
At least it help me changes that much.
It shows that I have grown too.
Changes are always great.
Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the changes.
Now it's the time.
To let go when it is too hurtful.
Don't let suffering and pain combine together.
Let go of suffering and understand the pain.
You will never knows what's the pain for till the end of the road. :)

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.

Saturday, December 26, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009

Can you fucking act like your own age?
Can you just stop fucking ask so much questions like an uncle? -.-
I wonder what is fucking wrong with you with all those rubbish.
Stop that fuck. Stop pissing me off.
Just shut the fuck up.


Have been going out all these while.
Tiring.. lol.
But it's great.
I rather go out than stay home.
At least I will stop my mind from thinking about xxx.
Just feeling so frustrated.
Nothing else to blog about either.
Going to start school soon. 1 more week to go.
New Year is reaching. :) Hope for the best. xD

Everything I've believed in, has lied to me.